As 2024 wraps up, I've been thinking a lot about how this year has changed both me and my family. It’s been a wild ride—some moments filled with excitement, while others have really pulled at my heartstrings. But through it all, I’ve discovered paths I never knew were out there.
Back in March, we had to make the tough call to let go of our amazing seamstress, Arleen. It was a hard decision since our sales of bonnets just couldn’t keep up with the full-time position she wanted. I’d never run this business without her for over seven years, so letting her go felt daunting. But strangely enough, what seemed like a huge setback turned into a chance for growth. Arleen is still around if I need her, but I’ve realized that SAA is heading in a direction I can take charge of. It’s a surprising feeling, but it’s also a bit overwhelming—my workload has definitely increased! Life has a funny way of working out, doesn't it?
When summer hit and running a business turned into a challenge, Marc landed a fantastic job close to home. This new full-time gig has given me the freedom to fully dive into my business and reconnect with the spark that started this whole journey. With Leia and Lily home—with Leia being homeschooled—I had a big realization; during the six years SAA thrived, then struggled, I lost sight of part of myself. I wasn’t just making bonnets; they were a way for me to express my passion for being present with my kids and getting creative in our community. As SAA grew, I got caught up in the hustle, which stifled my creativity—I lost track of who I really am.
Looking back on the ups and downs of 2024, I’d say it’s been one of the toughest years of my motherhood journey. Oddly enough, it’s also been a big growth phase for me as a business owner, artist, and work-at-home mom. In March, I’ll be giving up my cherished studio space that's just a hop away from home. I’ve shed tears over this choice because I love that creative spot. But I’ve come to see that the real magic happens when I’m around the people who inspire me the most—my kids. I want to show them that even when life throws challenges our way, we don’t have to give up on what we love. Change can be a stepping stone for growth, and if you really want something, you can find a way to make it happen.
I’ll share a new blog post soon because I worry this one is getting too long-winded. I just needed to get off my chest how heavy this past year’s burdens have felt. But thanks to all of you—my incredible community, especially on Instagram—I’ve started to piece myself back together, and I’m super grateful for that. My passion is reignited, and getting back into pattern design, painting, and bonnet-making at home means everything to me. I feel refreshed and hopeful that 2025 is going to bring some amazing opportunities.
